Yesterday morning I wrote that I was really struggling. This morning is even worse. This is proper hardcore depression.
Yesterday wasn’t all bad. In fact, for most of the day I felt OK-ish. But by the evening I was just done.
And today… well, I didn’t want to get out of bed, I don’t want to talk to anyone, I won’t answer the phone, I just want to be alone. I feel isolated and disconnected. And in pain.
Even telling myself that it’s just the devil whispering in my ear, that’s not helping.
I want to avoid feeling sorry for myself. And equally I’m not going to push myself too hard either. It feels like the best route is just to be kind and gentle to myself, maybe keep myself pleasantly distracted.
“This too shall pass”– Bollinger, R. (2019)
Music and videogames – two of my favourite distractions.
A few days ago, I fell in love with a track called Tell All Ur Friends by Greyhat. So I decided to check out his other work. And that’s when I realised I’d already heard and loved at least 2 of his other tracks.
Something about his music eases my pain, soothes my damaged heart. It makes me smile, gives me hope.
So, without further ado, I give you 3 amazing tunes from… Greyhat!
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